Pictures :D

My cousins taking photos too :).

My brother and sister-in-law hehehe. I like this picture.

I like candid pictures too hehehehe.

Customer is NOT Always Right :D

Yeah, found this wonderful site from Boobs, Injuries and Dr Pepper (http://boobsinjuriesanddrpepper.blogspot.com) blog (great blog, love it!), it is called (The Customer is) Not Always Right (http://notalwaysright.com) :D. Proof of how customers are not always right, they can be wrong and can be very idiotic too.

All I can say is WOW, there are people like that in this earth. Just WOW.

Enjoy reading. I know I did :D. Another site that I will always go to from now on hehehhehe.

I will be strong!

I received an email this morning about 3 things that are important in life.

The things in life that will never come back once its gone are Time, Words and Opportunity. Time to spend with your love ones, words of love and praise or compliments that are sincere and words of kindness and the Opportunity to say them, the Opportunity to spend Time with love ones those who means a lot to you.

Then the things that can destroy a person are Anger, Pride and Unforgiveness. Well I am guilty in 2 of those; Anger and Unforgiveness. I realize I am quick with my anger, I realize I do have a temper, and I have realized this for a long time already. I am trying to control it, to let the anger out when the time and place is right but sometimes there are no right times or place. I keep it all inside and I think it will kill me if I don’t let it out. A friend once said that I have to let it out, it’s not healthy to bottle it all inside me. But I know I still have to control my temper.

About unforgiveness, well I don’t know if I could forgive those that hurt my family, friends or my pets. Like my cousin hurting those kittens, I don’t know if I could forgive him. Or maybe I do forgive but I don’t forget. Hmm. But it would be best to forgive and forget isn’t it? It would certainly clear my mind. I definitely need to work on this too.

I want to forgive and forget. I want to control my temper. I want to spend time with my family and friends and love ones. I want to talk to them kindly and well not just to them but to strangers too. And I want to have the opportunity to do all these.

I will be strong. I will not fall into the darkness of depression again. I will be strong!

Talk to me...la la lala la

Communication, strong and clear communication is the key to building strong relationships with other people. That is what I read. If we don't have that, what then?

I'm tired of being told about something by Person A and then Person B said something totally different about the same matter. For example the other day the duty report came in and as usual I ask around for the duty payment. All that was left was 2 duty payment from one courier. Both amount are below RM100.00 but still need the information, I do not want to pay for it in behalf first and then found out the shipper was supposed to be paying for it. So this 2 duty I asked the courier about it and he told me that Bet told him to just deliver because one duty will be charged into their duty account and the other one the shipper will be paying for it. I was fine with the shipper paying but the duty charge into the duty account I was sure was not true since the company do not have a duty account. So naturally I asked Bet to confirm whether true or not and she was so surprised to hear me say it. She said she never said anything like that before and how could she since she was on leave on the day the package was delivered. Well, I asked the courier again which is true and he insisted that he was told to just deliver and that he had written on his delivery sheet that was what Bet said.

What am I supposed to do then? Which is which? Strong communication or miscommunication? I'm tired of this.

You can do it! :)

-I just realize this morning that we missed our monthly anniversary. Should be one year and one month this month.

-I miss him a lot. I called several times last night but nothing at all. I gave up calling and tried to read to put myself to sleep and not to think too much about it, else I would become more sad and angry, mostly at myself for letting myself become sad and feeling needy, unloved and not important enough to be remembered.

-I’m sorry for being needy and clingy and bothering you with my calls.

-I was hurt when he said it’s not great that every time he calls I would be angry with him.

-I feel angry with myself.

-I feel like crap

-Maybe I am crap

-Yeah I’m getting depressed.

-To try to get myself not depressed, I wrote ‘You can do it!’ with a smiley face on a sticky note and stuck it on the PC at work. I feel like ripping it off and cutting it to small pieces.

-I hate being depressed, all weird thoughts swimming in my head

-Oh yeah my job sucks too, what else is new.

PS: Have a grand beautiful day.

Wedding and cats

The aftermath of the party last night, celebrating the wedding of my brother. My grandma brought 3 pails full of tapai. Yes, pails because that is what the tapai were put in. My aunt brought montoku, a few bottles I think, and then there are the Bacardi bottles, Chivas and other liqueurs to be mix with many bottles of Coke or as it is.

So of course, most of them are drunk, some even before 7 pm. They sing and laugh and had a great time, also made a mess of the bathroom because when I went in at 11 pm, the bathroom stinks to the high heavens. I wanted to puke right then and there. It was a really disgusting smell.

Got ready for bed but could not sleep since it was so noisy; people screaming outside, friends of my brother of course. I don’t know why they are screaming. They just screamed and screamed and screamed. Then I heard my recently married brother singing the song that he sings when he is forcing people to drink. Lets call it the Force-Drinking Song. Juliet was also singing along, she sounded as if she was drunk too; wow she is only 14 years old. Hmm.

I read a book, trying to make myself sleepy. I do have to work you know. I made it, was able to fall asleep hehe.

Woke up, found Juliet sleeping in the living room. The kitchen smells of rotten food, the floor sticky with spilled tapai and oddly the bathroom didn’t smell so disgusting as last night. Maybe my cousin cleaned it after getting home at 2 am from work. Good then.

Now there is a thing that is bugging me. Well 2 actually. The first one is that my grandma asked for one of my cats. She said that all her cats are dead already so she wanted one to be put in Kokol. Now I have seen cats that are kept in my kampong especially those kept by my grandma and relatives and I feel so sorry for all those cats and kittens. They don’t have enough food to eat, sometimes no food at all, so the cats are all thin and sickly looking, very dirty and scabby. So of course I don’t want to give any one of my own cats to go there. I have been trying to get cats and kittens OUT of there and now I’m being asked to send one back? No way. NO! Sorry Grandma but no.

The second thing is this, one of my small male cousin; I have seen him put a kitten into a plastic bag and squeeze the kitten, suffocating the poor kitten. I think I have told the story here before. I was also told before that this is not the first time he did this kind of thing. He squeezed a puppy before (I have proof of this, pictures!) and hit and scares and suffocates their own cats. I was so mad at him and his family generally for just laughing about it. My mom just said that oh he is only a child he does not know. Well then his parents and older siblings should know better and tell him off, teach him that it’s wrong to do what he did to animals, instead of just laughing it off. I have read before that rapist, murderers and most all those people in prison start their crime with abusing animals, those weaker than them. So is this not the sign of a potential murderer or crook?

I have told my parents that I will not keep quiet if he dares to torture my cats or if I think that he is torturing them, I will not lie down, I will yell at him and hit him back if needs be. He and his family are here at the moment for my brother’s wedding, and he keeps on chasing my cats! I managed to keep them away from him. I dare not leave them alone with him, no way!

Oh and he is definitely the stubbornness child I have ever known, he keeps on jumping up and down the stairs and from one couch to another even after telling him no and his sister told him no, but he keeps on doing it. My goodness.

I do love my relatives, I care for them but if they torture animals or just let someone get away with it, I will not tolerate them or that person. In this case it is my cousin. Am I being too harsh? I don’t think so.

Driving under the influence

I want to know, how do you want to see people when they are driving or when waiting for the traffic light to change to green? Do you want them to concentrate on driving and be alert when the light changes to green or do you want them to be laughing or having crazy laughs or acting like a crazy person, eating a pie, putting on make up, dancing or trying to dance to the music in their car thus making the car move up and down or sideways if possible or reading or sleeping and miss the changes of the traffic light and then getting honked?

I really don’t understand, people have said that I’m very serious while driving, most recently yesterday. Well I have to be don’t I, I’m concentrating. Here I am thinking that the roads are not the place to be having fun or not concentrating, more so if you are behind the wheel, responsible for the vehicle you are handling. There is a time and definitely a place to be having fun and being crazy, but the road and being behind the wheel is not the time or place.

Maybe they are like that while they are driving or their friends or family are like that but I’m not and so far, I’ve never seen anyone quite dumb such as that, doing those things like eating pie or dancing. But then again I have seen people reading while waiting for the light to change and because of those people, others behind them missed the green light but the awful reader person zoomed on. How inconsiderate is that. And I have seen another, a girl picking out her dandruff from her hair looking into the rear-view mirror after adjusting it to see her head and then the light changes and she didn’t even adjust her mirror. Why? Because she was kelam kabut already, wanting to drive. She picked at her dandruff and threw it out of her window. Eww. Another guy I have seen was busy organizing the backseat and clearly was not concentrating (how to concentrate if looking behind when you are supposed to be looking at the front?

I’m not like those people and I don’t want to be. So what if I’m serious while driving. But how come people act really odd if you do? Very weird isn’t it?

While I’m typing this, my colleague still hasn’t come down yet and it is 9 am already. It’s a Saturday but still, and I am doing a report here and have already told the shit covering person that I will come down soon, I just have a few rants to get out of me first.

There, all out.

EDIT: So, I mentioned about my colleague not yet in the office when it was already 9am, well she was actually already in the office but downstairs. The crazy lady at TPS called about 8 am but no one answered, of course since we are not open until 8.30 and the shit covering person is engaged if she was there already. Anyway crazy lady got upset no one picked up the phone and so she called the boss. The boss could not answer her question which is how long does it take for a document to reach Hong Kong. So the boss called the office, but no one picked up as well since shit covering person is engaged. He then called my uncle who is on leave today. My uncle called the office and SCP told him that I will be coming down soon but I have a report to do first. Then boss called the office and was told the same thing. Then, the crazy lady called and her IMPORTANT question was answered. But before that of course, the boss called my colleague and told her to come down 'since a lot of customers are calling me' he said (but in reality it was only the crazy lady). So that is what happened while I was upstairs doing my report and blogging :D.

But here is my question, the crazy lady has been working with this company for a long time already, a long long time already..shouldn't she be familiar with looking up the time frame for a document to arrive at a certain country? What has she been doing all these time then? Counting money? Harassing people? She should know how to do so already isn't it? Sheesh crazy lady.

Busy Bee

Bzzz bzzz no time for me :(

Bzz Bzzzzzz..........

Wedding, poop and feeling shitty

Been a while hasn't it? I have typed a few entries but it got weird, as in there were spaces where I didn't want it to be, suddenly all the text were pushed to the other side or something and I got fed up trying to rectify it all that I just deleted it. Yup. Oh and then my brother wanted to use the computer to do some wedding invitation printing. Yeah he is getting married, this Friday actually. I have applied for leave but then this morning usual meeting, the boss kinda forgot about it and wanted to plan taking me along to visit SFI. I got out of it pretty quickly by saying 'I'm on leave this Friday!" hehehe. I saw some of my colleagues trying to hide their huge grins.

Saturday I will be working as usual since the function is only at night and then Sunday lunch reception. I will be eating big this weekend then hmmm *looking at waistline* do not overindulge!

Well that is the wedding part :) my bro getting married and I hope to get his room for my own, but my mom and dad said that it will go to my younger brother. Hmm I'm 23 and he is 17, I have shared rooms since I was little, when am I going to have a room of my own? Goodness this sounds petty, but really when? And there is a big possibility that he will go to matriculation soon and uni after that so .... owh well, we will just see then eh? Congrats to my brother.

Now, the poop part. This is going to be very disgusting, ugh I even went to look for an image through Google so you could see what I saw this afternoon at work, but almost all images of poo was so disgusting (gee when does poo looks not disgusting ahahahha) anyway, I won't post any images of poo here, you could just go and do your business and take a peek at it before you flush. Oh and you Must Flush!

Ok, so this is what happened. My colleague downstairs asked me to give her some change for a customer. I was on my way out to go to the washroom on my floor which is the first floor. There is another washroom downstairs so ok why not just go downstairs and mind you, pee there. Its the same anyway, washroom, I'm not picky, both are clean. So I happily went downstairs, passed the money to my colleague and went into the washroom. The smell was not the clean smell and I notice there were loads of toilet paper clumps in the toilet bowl. Well we all know who does that kind of thing here in this particular office. Anyway I had to pee badly so I did. When I wanted to flush, I had to use this small pail or gayung to pour water into the toilet bowl since the flush thingy is broken. The first pour went in and the water pushed some of the toilet paper clumps down and lo and behold what shows up was..wait for it...don't you be eating right now...a brownish poop the size of maybe 2 hot dogs sewn together...EWWW! I wanted to throw up right then and there and yell and scream to whoever was idiotic not to flush after doing their business.

Oh I had an idea who might have done it..clue: loads of toilet paper clumps, always loads of toilet paper clumps. But would you go and tell her if you were in my shoes? I don't think so....

And after that, my day turned shitty as well. Lots of invoices to process and attached the awbs copies, some are missing which means I have to dig around to look for it. And I just felt really tired and annoyed with most people, especially her the toilet paper clumps lady..nah not lady..the toilet paper clumps crazy person. More on her being a crazy person soon. GAH!

Rude!!

Is it hard to be nice, to be polite, to speak kindly without raising the volume of the voice, to listen first and try to help? Is it hard?

It is even harder for me to help you if you are rude to me. I need information from you that is why I call you (if given the choice of not calling you ever, I will not call you..ever!). I speak to you kindly, asking you nicely, politely but you want to bite my head off.

Maybe you are having a bad day, but that does not mean you have the right to be rude. And to slam the phone? Wow..and you work at a legal firm, does that mean its ok for you to be rude?