I recently started a job, a job which I don't have the right qualification for, I mean I have taken a subject very close to it and that is about it. Honestly,I do not like that subject and I'm not very good in it, and because of that I worked hard to get a good grade for it. And that good grade was what made it possible for me to get this job...and well my uncle helped too hehee.
Anyway, 2 months has passed and I'm still not feeling comfortable with my new job..I do not feel like I fit in. And sometimes I do not what to do exactly when something happen that needs my attention. I have to asked around. I guess that is usual since its all new to me. But oh the long hours this job takes...and the overtime pay is sometimes I think just not worth it. But then again I've just started right, maybe they would increase it when its confirmed that I would be staying there long. Oh but some of the people there is just..well...sometimes I think its hard to work together with them. And since I started, the company seems to be going down into financial trouble :O. Hmm scary...and sometimes I think its my fault hehehee...a very scary thought.
I need tea :P.
