Wow during class this afternoon, we were suppose to discuss, all 10 of us, on how to arrange the classroom and also the combined lesson plan for year 4 and 5. Kinda like a simulation for when we will be in the pedalaman setting, combined classes could probably happen. So anyway, we were suppose to discuss all of us. But when it was time to discuss, and we did not have enough time, a few of them say rest first. Well, we don't have enough time...and you want to rest??
Fine, the rest of us, about 5 of us wanted to do the discussion, but one of the 5 of us were having bad mood, not really helping, snapping at people and not really listening to suggestions (suggestions made by myself) to you I say go and fly kite, go and count the rumputs....then later one of the 5 wanted to continue doing the work that was supposed to be finished since last week, and thus not participating at all in the discussion...to you I say....*sigh* no words la to express it....one of the 5 also not really suggesting anything but we used her laptop so I dunno....that leaves only 2 of us right...hmmm....what happens to the rest??
Well that leaves another 5 right, ok, so the other 5, one of them went to pray (fine), one went missing for a while, maybe she was sitting there but I did not hear anything from her...the rest 2 of them, well they were also doing the work that was supposed to be done since last week. And one of the 3 was the person that said rest first and then nothing from them till the end of discussion.
Now after discussion, after we had a simple (not interesting) lesson plan, one of the 3 came and sat with us, KL said you become the teacher ok...the girl said nothing just smiled her lame smile...then suddenly said no....(well she did not participate in the discussion at all, the least she could do is to present it isn't it?)...the other 2 of the 3 did not do or say anything...then the person that went to pray was asked to present, she also kept quiet but when it was time to present already, she suddenly said no.
Here is the more interesting part. None of us that discussed wanted to present, including myself as I thought why do all the work and let the others slide by? Idiotic reasoning but I was kinda rebelling then....so we waited and waited, no one moving, the lecturer already sounding us off, I did not want to move....felt the pull to move but then suddenly one of the 3 came out.....the small one not the person that said rest dulu....
Relieved but still I was so bored and fed up by then, and had a headache (no coffee the whole morning and afternoon)....I did not care to smile at anyone after that....urgh...still have to do this again this coming morning....hopefully everything will go on smoothly, fun and less irritation and annoying people or happenings.
Yes this morning and the whole day will be fun and interesting,....truth and acceptance.....