Why why why

Why am I stuck with such people? Of course one must be able to live with other people and more so with impossible people but why someone like her?

I should be thankful that it is not for a long time but even these few months have been really testing my patience and gag reflex. The way she talks and what she says is very mean. It seems that she does not realize what she is saying and how she says it but for sure she has no tact and no sense at all, no sense in that she could not see what she says is hurtful to others. She thinks that she is the most beautiful person and she has many admirers so she is can say things like that person is ugly, why she has a boyfriend or how could a boy likes her. She is fat I am thin, I am clever, hardworking, many admirers...these are the things that she likes to say. For me, if I saw someone with a weight problem, I would not say straight to that person's face that she is fat, since that would be very rude. But her, she would say it out loud and usually in front of many people. Saya kena hari tu and many more since then.

I try and do the best I can not to be rude back to her but it is very hard. And more so today or rather just now about an hour ago. We (her, myself and another girl) were talking about the moral theories and I said that I think I have practised a bit of the Deontology theory in that I have the same motto as the Golden Rule of the Deontology theory which is Do Unto Others as You Would Want Others Do to You. But I have not finished what I wanted to say that she cut me off saying really? But you are sombong., then she laugh. I was shocked and hurt. I could not say anything much after that, I was that shocked.

Even if I am sombong (which I don't think I am, I hope not), she does not have to say it outloud. I also think that she is a bitch but do I say it to her face? No! I say it out loud here hehehehehe.

She thinks she is so much better than anyone. She may be pretty outside but inside is rotten as hell. And yet she sleeps with the bible beside her. She is lazy, rude, tactless, mata duitan kind of girl.

YUCK!!

This is Life..or is it?

I am still here. Last weekend was the greatest for me. Thanks Honey.

I have been calling Honey with a new name lately. I sometimes call him Darling. I don't know why, it just came naturally. Hehehe.

I have finished reading the book I bought in KK, titled Feel the Fear..And Do It Anyway. At the end or almost at the end of the book, it said that one should be thankful for what they have in their lives. Thank those in their lives. It mentioned something about writing what you feel thankful for in a little beautiful notebook. I found a few beautiful notebook but the frugal person in me said not to get it because it was quite expensive for me. So instead I bought a small Garfield notebook at only RM1.20. The Garfield picture was quite cute too, Garfield in a raincoat with the buttons stretching to cover him hehehe. I wrote a few lines in it already.

I have been having problems regarding school work and noise pollution lately. I just seem to be very behing with my school work. I have at least 4 or 5 due next week and not 1 is finished. I have 2 due on Monday, 1 on Wednesday and 2 on Friday. Not sure when the Music one is due. Then there are those works due after the holidays. I won't be going back home this time. There are just too many things to do.

I also need to lose some weight. Been eating a lot lately and I just don't feel good about it.

Regarding the noise pollution, it has been very noisy lately in my room since the arrival of the 2 kids from here. They or one of them but the other one is also singging along, will turn up the volume of her laptop and play songs that is just not so good to hear, especially on high volume. Then she woulp play these songs at night, all the time till it is HER time to go to sleep. We have many assignments to do that of course need thinking and peace and quiet, but does she understand that or have common sense enough to be aware of what she is doing? NO!! Obviously she does not have any. Then she will plopped herself right in the middle of the floor which 4 others are sharing to do their own work. She will be in the middle and her stuff will surround her. How inconsiderate that is!!

I will speak to her calmly if she is again inconsiderate tonight with the noise.