Cute

Smiling in a fangy way.

Wolfy smile.

Hehehe

Vampires and more :D

Yes!! I have heard about Sookie Stackhouse before and I was curious but at that time I was more caught up in the Twilight Saga. But now that I have read the Twilight Saga, and not liking the ending, umm time for more vampires and stuff hehe.

All right, I have not yet finished reading The Lord of the Rings Trilogy but I will, don't worry :).

My curiosity with Sookie Stackhouse and Vampire Bill and all the other characters came to light again after watching True Blood, the series based on the books by Charlaine Harris. I've only watched a few episodes but it was interesting and made me look for the books, all 8 of them hehehe. The 9th book coming out this May 5th.

I've read the first book Dead Until Dark, and I like it hehehe. Now reading the second book Living Dead in Dallas. All the books title have the word Dead in it hehehe:

Book
1: Dead Until Dark
2: Living Dead in Dallas
3: Club Dead
4: Dead to the World
5: Dead as a Doornail
6: Definitely Dead
7: All Together Dead
8: From Dead to Worse
9: Dead & Gone

I hope my eyes can stand this reading. I will take breaks. I am happy though hehehe with my new obsession hehehehe.

The Trip

I have my very first passport made already, yesterday.

It was ready after one hour and a half at 11.30 but we had many things to do like preparing lunch and sending my grandma, 3 cousins and aunt and uncle to the airport after lunch. So we went there again to pick it up after that. And after dropping of G at the bank, for him to open an account there to make it easier for him when he goes to the island. Yeah..Survivor Island..no just kidding.

So my first passport because I so want to go on the trip. But mom said if less than 10 people are going, it would be postponed or the price would be more expensive. So far there are only 4 that want to go : me, mum and dad and the lady organizing this trip. * SIGH*

I don't mind it being postponed, and becoming more expensive as well though I do have a limit. Even yesterday, taking out money from the bank, left is around Rm20.00 only, after paying PTPTN twice. Sure my salary will be going in next week but need to prepare bank-draft for the trip before end of the month.

Urgh...I want to go...Please...I have to convince some people to go...aAaaaAArgh....

Love & hate

I'm in a love and hate relationship right now...with my hair.

Yup, just the other day I said I liked it.

Now, I'm half liking it, half disliking it. Love and hate it at the same time.

I love it that it is short and manageable.

I hate it that I have to spend a lot of time and energy to make it presentable. If not, I would look like I just woke up. Or worse. Or maybe its not. Hmm.

But as always, I will moan and whine about something then after getting it off my system, I will make do with what I have. Move forward, move on.

But of course, easier said than done.

~ I miss a certain someone, but hard to reach them. Well not exactly, easy to reach what with handphones and emails and phones, but what use are all these technologies when in the end no one at the receiving end to pick up and answer or return call, right?

Easier said than done.

Yup.

Moving on now...have to drown myself with music.

New haircut

Went to get a new haircut today. At first mom wanted to go to the one nearest in town, but the hairdresser (?) was not in. So off we went to the usual one in KK.

Got an entirely different cut than before. A shorter and choppier I think. Hard to tell with the mousse and hairspray. But I think I like it :) .... yeah. They said I don't have to brush my hair with a hairbrush anymore heheh just my fingers will do.

Something happened while we were waiting for our turn. The hairdresser was blow drying another patron's hair when suddenly...boom!!...and all the lights and air conditioner and radio went off. The blow dryer got so hot that it..well it didn't really explode to smithereens but it did explode and scared the shit out of the other hairdressers and us hehehe.

Well that was exciting.

Anime madness: Fullmetal Alchemist :D

Yes! Something to look forward to on Friday nights.

One of my fave anime (Yes I still do watch anime, so?? :P ) is Fullmetal Alchemist and it is showing again on Animax :D. This time they follow the manga closely and the name is Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood. Awesome!!

For more info:

http://myanimelist.net/anime/5114/Fullmetal_Alchemist:_Brotherhood

Ed Elric is cute and Al Elric is also cute even in an iron suit hehehe.

Yes..I am happy :D .... see me smiling my head off ...tra la alallaa...can't wait for next Friday :D

Debts

I hate having debts. Its something that will always be at the back of my mind whenever I want to spend some of my hard earned money on myself (though it never was at the back of my mind when I buy cat food or fuel or junk food gahaha).

So here is the situation, my situation.

I graduated on September 2007. If I'm not wrong, I received the debt letter around that year or early 2008, even though many of my friends said that repayment/debt letter will only come after a year or so, as they want to give us time to look for jobs etc. Don't know if it is true. A friend received her letter even before graduation. How in the world do they expect her to make payment when she is not yet working, not yet graduated?

Anyway, I registered to pay through the bank to make it easier. At that time my salary was low, so I could not make a big payment straight away. But I did made payment. Unfortunately, I admit this, I made only 1 payment. I guess I dreamt all the other payment that I though I have made. Huh.

So that was one payment for all the one year. Yup. Bad stupid move. Further complicating the matter was the bank change. So had to register with new bank, but no time or lazy or both, (tehehe oh noes) no registration made for that one year, therefore no payment.

I resolved to make payments this year. So I registered and made the payment. OK I paid Rm100.00. Yup. And just checked the statement. And what greets me was not a smaller (although still big) debt but was more. I was charged at least RM50.00 each month last year and this year. So after the last payment I made my debt was down to 20,000.00 and after the Rm50 per month charge, it went up to 21,000.00 plus. GAH! So now basically I am paying back the RM50.00 charge per month and not the actual debt. In the satement it said the RM50 is 'Kos Pentadbiran'. Hate that!!

Ugh.

Good surprise rather great wonderful surprise was that last night my mom told me about a trip to be organized by SANA to Manila :D next month :D and if :D I :D would :D like :D to :D go :D :D? Hahhahahahhahahhaha

But of course :D ...see me grinning :D

But then, I don't have a passport and have to fork out more money for the trip. Hmm. But I do so want to go, when will I ever have the chance again?

I just have to arrange my time so I could go and make the passport which will need money as well, oh and new pictures. Then work overtime perhaps so I have extra money. Hmm.

Dad said that mom will have to go and renew her passport as well since it has expired so I hope I could tag along..ada kawan la :).

Mom coming back tomorrow, so I will talk with her then.

Oh I do so want to go!

Funny I just ranted about debts and now talking about going on a trip. Well...I can always pay back the debts all my life, but like I said before, when will I have the chance to go again?

What would you do?

Still hot

Went to church again last night, this time we sat outside near the hall and kitchen area with washroom for male and female. After the procession and lighting of candles, we sat down and that was the start of the smells coming in, wafting out to where we sat from time to time. It was not good I tell you.

It was not good but bearable since I have my cardboard fan with me and I fan myself a lot, not only to keep the heat away but also the smell of urine. Eeww. And where else to move to? Everywhere else was packed.

Baptism also took place last night. Not babies but grownups. And there were funny moments there. You see, after the priest pour the water over the head, a guy would wrap the head with their own towels. But the way he wrap it was funny. He would totally cover the face and leave the wet hair sticking out hhehehe. I guess halfway through he realized it and started to cover the actual wet head of hair but some of the towels are big so the face got covered anyway hehehe.

And that was that :)

Updates

The washing machine guy came over last Sunday so the washing machine problem is OK now. I can get my clothes out from there and had to wash it all again, but that is fine too. My brother came over twice I think to fix the printer, and seems to be working fine but last night it was acting up again but after turning it on and off, it was working fine as well. So that was that.

I took a day off on Thursday, my first day off for the year. I thought I would be cleaning the house and then laze around all day, watch movies or surf the net, but I had to go to the bank, register for the Internet banking to pay off my debts hehe. Yeah I got a mountain of debts, school debts. Told my Mom, asking for a ride hehe, then my Dad said better go and get my cousin's MyKad as well since he is not working on that day too. So off we went around 10 am. Went to get the MyKad first, we got there around 10.30 am or so, got the card after waiting quite a while, Mum and I went to have Apple juice at the cafe. Saw a bank there as well, figured might as well take care all of it, like creating a bank account for my cousin. That was around 11.20 or so, and went on till almost 12.30 pm. Ugh I got tired of waiting inside the small bank, so went out to explore. Umm nothing much to explore so I just stood around, till the cleaner asked me who I was waiting for. Wow, can't a person just stand around looking bored?? Guess not, someone will want to know why. Hehehehe.

Stopped over at Kingfisher for lunch. That also took a while, but when the lunch came, it was good :). A rather big serving but I finished it all. Yeah proud of myself indeed...Pffff.

After lunch off we went to the bank at last, took out a sum of money and went to register for the e-banking thing. That also took a while. Then took care of that, saw an EPF kiosk, went to get the statement and guess what? I have no EPF things starting from the month I started working till January 2008. Yeah. Can I claim those, because I am pretty sure they have started to cut off my salary for EPF things starting from the month I work there. Hmm.

Went to church. It was hot.

Friday: went to church. It was hot. A girl fainted.

Sale at CKS: Ikan masin in a plastic jar only RM11.99, cheaper than in other store at RM18.99 or something like that. Mum took 3 jars. Hehehehhehahahaa.

Working today, well soon hehe.

Words

Wonder who will say something first.

Something.

Anything.

Tired, frustrated.

Hard to breathe.

PS: Clothes still in the washing machine, washing machine guy lied, said will come on Saturday but did not show up. I feel like taking a hammer and bashing open the door, but we will see if he show his face today, this Sunday. I will not have the clothes to go to work next week if he do not show up today.

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I feel so...lonely and frustrated.

Still hard to breathe, wonder why?

Old things

Need to be replaced sooner or later, well not necessarily old things, but things that do not work as well as before, like the printer/copier/scanner and the bloody washing machine.

The printer has some problems regarding reading the level of ink available, especially black ink. Even after changing the old black ink which by the way is still half full or half empty depending on how you look at life, the bloody printer can not sense it. It will keep on saying 'Near Empty Black'. I guess this printer is pessimistic. I changed the cartridge of the black in on Wednesday night. New cartridge, full black ink. It still said 'Near Empty Black'. How very frustrating. I felt like throwing it away right then and there. Gah!!

Then last night, after unable to start the washing early in the morning because someone was in the bathroom taking a long time, I had to start it later in the evening after taking my bath. It started well but the end was not there. I mean, there was no spin dry, I was unable to find it, the knob on the machine is not hinged together with the details anymore, after falling flat on its face. So I was looking for it over and over again. Then I gave up, wanted to just do it myself, no spin dry, but then the bloody door would not open. I tried and tried then suddenly it became stuck. This morning I tried to open it again but could not. It really is stuck and I do not know how to unstuck it.

I told my dad.

He replied his usual reply, "What can I do?"

Bloody pumpkin!!

Fine. GAH!

I want to get a new printer and washing machine. But the money..how? A few hundreds fine, I can do that but thousands?

Hmm.

But then, the REAL question is, how to unstuck the door, my clothes are still in there.