Amnesia

I forgot the password to the safe box at work. I forgot! After a year and few month there, never forgetting the password, I forgot it today.

All right, so I changed the numbers many times over the year and few months but I changed it MANY times yesterday because so many people keep on standing there looking at the bloody safe box when I want to punch in the number. I should have said something maybe like please don't stand there, but honestly I feel uncomfortable saying that. I'm uncomfortable saying things like that, that would make other people feel uncomfortable and I don't want them to think that I think they are going to steal the money if they saw and know the password. It just makes me very uncomfortable.

I guess it was stupid of me to think that, since today I completely forgot what the new password I punched in yesterday evening. Panicked but I don't think I showed it hehehe (I think).

I found another way to open the safe box though. The keys to the safe box of course. Thank goodness! Now that I have reset the password and put in another one that I will definitely remember, I just have to say what I have to say next time. But really, why can't they understand it? It is a safe box and only the person handling the safe box should know the password, why do they keep standing and staring at it like they want to know the numbers? Why? Why???!

I do not know

What to do.

Scared of making the wrong decision. Not liking what I have now, thinking that the grass is greener at the other side, afraid that when I get to the other side, it would not be greener but bitter instead.

A week before it ends. Should I say something to someone? I am confused.

I want to do something that I like, I enjoy. I'm not even sure I really want the other side. I know I don't like where I am right now. So shouldn't I try something else? But what?

Oh help me. Very confused.

Books and poop..wow interesting mix

I am bored. Finished reading Sex and The City and The Faraway Tree Collection already. Both books bought, not borrowed.

I am not really happy with the SATC book. It was hard to follow the story, first it was from the writer's point of view then on to Carrie's story, it jumps from one friend to another friend, another interviews and on and on. There was no Charlotte, no Miranda or Samantha as in the series. I guess it is literally as they said, the series is just based on the book. Very loosely I guess . I have to say I much prefer the series than this book. Oh well. At least now I know what the book is about.

Mmm I have always love stories written by Enid Blyton. She will always be one of my favourite writers. I love her mystery series and magical stories. The Five Find-Outers and Dog, I am trying to find and complete the whole set. Famous Five is ok too, but I love the Find-Outers more hehehe. The Faraway Tree Collection, oh what luck :). I love it.

I think I'm starting to become a collector of books. I may need a lot of space; shelves and shelves of books coming hehehhe.

On another note, we have 2 more lost chickens here. Frodo is not chasing them, Nate the male cat is also not chasing them. The bloody chickens are pooping everywhere, eating Mom's veggies (the last chicken who died already..eaten ehehe...killed My veggie) and just being a nuisance really. But it is weird because before, when I was younger, like teenager hehe, when a chicken came into our compound, the owner of the lost chicken would always come and ask for their chicken back. They ask because back then there was no gate to hold in the dog, so they ask us to hold our dog while they get their chicken. Now, no one came. No one at all.

Sometimes I am being paranoid and letting my imagination just run wild. So I was thinking the other day that they do it purposely, setting their chicken loose into our compound. Then they would 'do' something. I don't know what. That is just my imagination though. Hmm. But it is weird and I hate those chickens anyway, what if they poop on the clothes hanging out to dry? Or poop on the car hood and their acidic poop melts the colour of the car away. Hey it happened already before.

Ughh my eyes are hurting again, better stop now. See ya.

Mmmuah HOney, XoxoxoxoxoX!

February already

Wow again so much lateness in blogging.

• Congratulations to cousin Leonie on your engagement last Saturday 31 January 2009. I hear that the wedding would be around December this year or January next year.

• Now I am not a drinker, if got Shandy then I would drink but then not till drunk and vomit here and there. But since there was no Shandy during the engagement at my Grandma's place, I just drank coffee, orange juice and Coke Cola that I stole away (just a mug full :P) hehehe. The Coke Cola was supposed to be mixed with Chivas but what the flower eh? Anyway, as the evening wore on, I saw a lot of people vomiting on the living room floor . Why? I don't know, maybe because they were drunk, so drunk that they could not move quickly enough to go outside and vomit, they could not control their gag reflex or something...nah they were just so drunk..drunkards! Those who vomitted were mostly my cousin's workmates and friends and oh yeah my Mum too. About two or three people managed to vomit on the floor then someone with sense brought them a pail to vomit into. Ugh I SO do not want to be the person in charge of cleaning the pail hahaha.
  

• My left eye rather eyeball has been hurting since last year. I also have this headache on the left side of my head which then would make either my left eye or both eyes hurt and me feeling like gouging my eyes out. It hurt THAT much. Told my parents, both kinda ignored it saying oh it is just a headache, maybe you have migraine and those sort of things. It was so bad after my Grandpa's 100 days, hurt so much more on Wednesday, complained to Dad again, Dad said would talk to doctor on Thursday, got a referral letter to Eye Clinic, aunt who works in Eye Clinic called Thursday night saying appointment Friday morning. Finally! Going to get this checked out.
  

• Went to the Eye Clinic, got checked out, got a medical leave slip even though I did not ask for it hehehhehe and was told I have mild or borderline Glaucoma. Went back home, did some Google research, found out I could get blind if it becomes worse. Was also told at the Clinic that stress would be a reason in causing this, also too much staring at the computer. Need to get a screen for the PC, need to rest eyes every 20 minutes of working in front of the PC, not to get too stress out. (Sheesh my job is not SO Stressful now is it? {I'm being sarcastic, can't you tell}) I have a review again in July, hopefully the pressure in my left eye would be normal or not be getting higher. To be honest, I am scared, scared to be in darkness.
  

• Oooh I almost forgot, we ate the chicken already. No more loose cat poo too hehehe.
  

• Thinking of getting a new handphone, maybe as a Valentine present to myself eh hehehe I like that.