Its a Boy :)

Ahahaha how surprised I was to hear my Dad declare little new kitten Renee as a male kitten and not a female kitten. I named her/him Renee too hahaha. Should we change the name or let it be? We call her/him Ne-ne for short anyway (I know its silly :P) What would the new name be? Hmm..still thinking.

Lets just see some pictures of Renee :) the male kitten :D.

This is him (ehe weird :P) when I first got him (with permission mind you! I did NOT steal him away, I do NOT steal!). Have not given him a bath yet when this picture was taken, the ears partially cleaned with cotton buds.

See how tiny he is, he could slip in and out quite easily through the tape thingy..round thing :P.

Roooaaarrr!! Nah more like Yawnnnn zzzz..much better when he sleeps or feeling sleepy/tired as he bites less. He is a bitter and those tiny but sharp teeth hurts.

He likes to kacau the two big cats and this is one of them big cats. Kitty kind of lets him bites her, well sort of, at least she does not hisses at him all the time, unlike Darcy :).

The back view hehe poor strong Kitty :D.

Balik Kampung yeah yeah + Work pics

I applied for leave already for the 3rd of October. I left the form in the Boss box, hopefully he lets me have the day off since I want to be back home at my kampung, to see Grandpa. There's going to be a gathering too and that of course means BBQ which equals to lamb chop owh please please let there be lamp chops...yum!! But if there are no lamb chops, I suppose pork chops are ok hehehe. Oooh and there seem to be a plan of celebrating all the October babies, me and Grandpa included of course hehehhehehe and I hear presents too :P in the exchanging of gifts :) I'm thinking of books or a book for a present for the other October babies as books are always good for anyone hehehe and I don't really know what else to give.

Before the holidays though, 2 more days of work. Have to get more money. Really, what can I do if they don't have any payment prepared already? Its not like I have this magic wand that I could swish around and POOF! payment made and received. Again I was attacked (I feel attacked) from those bloodsuckers from HQ always asking for money money money. That guy emailed me statement of accounts of customers that still have outstanding and have not made payment yet. He said I was not proactive in chasing after payment and emailed this to my boss, to his boss, to other higher up people. I feel like kicking and punching that guy, gorging his eyes out....GAH! That was how pissed off I was with him and his shitty attitude.

I realize earlier on in this job that I'm doing, you need to know how to lie and lie well, lie well enough to convince people, be it your customers or your own colleagues far away across the ocean. And guess what? I'm a bad lier. And I hate to lie. But I have to. But then I lie badly and in the end I got caught up in the lie and I'm being shamed. Hate that. Who likes that?

Want to see my crappy, small, hot-but-there-is-aircond-in-there-but-they-don't-close-the-door-so-its-hot office? Below:

This is what I look at every single day except on alternate Saturdays, Sundays and Public Holidays :D.

This is under my desk which takes up a lot of leg space. Those are empty envelopes, company stamps, blank papers that will be used as notes paper etc.

This is behind me, inside that cabinet is full of files that when I leave open because I keep taking out files from there, the boss will keep on closing it (if he is in the room :) ).

This is really behind me, see that paper basket there and more paper again.



This is the front view near the door. They say they can't see me if they look in from outside the door. Hehe.

This is the small space that I sit in. I had to angle the desk drawers thing that way so when I turn around I could still open it. That is how small my space is. Get a smaller chair? There are no other chairs available. Besides I like my big chair hehehhehe.

The calendar on my desk, all covered with notes and messages from customers. A bit messy (ok very messy) but at least its all there :).

Something I wrote down after a very very very stressful morning. Yes morning, I still had to go through the afternoon.

Ok, here it is. I am thankful that I have a job and that I get paid and able to save some money. For all that I am thankful. I know all jobs are stressful but sometimes I just wish that I am doing something that I really really enjoy, really look forward to do everyday. I just have to find it and keep on searching. For now, I have to tough it out. Maybe this will make me stronger, or maybe it will just drive me nuts!! 8D

Time Flies and Flies

Its been 11 months now today, which means its our 11 months anniversary, really want to talk with Honey, listen to his voice. We chatted on Wednesday, it was great, I enjoyed it hehe. Hope I did not take too much of his time to finish his assignment. Hope you get better soon too Honey :) Happy 11 month anniversary!!

On 10th Sept, it marks 1 year for me working where I am working now. And what do I feel? Well...tired. I just feel tired. Same feelings as it was in January this year. Hmm. Well the re-billing is now not my responsibility but I still have to look into it from time to time, like today I spent the whole afternoon resizing the bloody debit notes, printing it all out and marking which ones I need to check for the charges again. GAH. And then I have to prepare the list of debtors for the Boss to look into it next Monday. Sheesh, I resent the email I receive from the Boss as he implies that since the re-billing is not mine to do anymore he expects the list to be up to date. Woah....but you see for the list to be really up to date, need to finish all the previous months re-billing which my colleague and I are still doing our best to finish and bring it all Up to DATE!

Huh. Then there is or are the flies, rotten creepy disgusting flies, loads of them, flying over here and there. Ewww. Most of it are on the ground floor, near the big dustbins (of course), the small eateries, basically near dirty stuff. Now my workplace is on the first floor, with air conditioning and a door that remarkably can be closed, IF you closed it, you know, pull it near to the frame and when you hear a click that indicates the door is now closed, then you leave. If you don't hear it click or you see that it opens by itself, or that somehow the room feels a bit warm suddenly, then it either means the air conditioning is not working (nope) or the door is not closed (YES), then of course it is not closed!! It annoys me so much that these 2 grown people (and other people that comes in) can't close a door correctly or properly and then when a fly managed to come in they say in amazement "How on earth did this FLY GET IN HERE?' or when it suddenly became warm in the room they complain 'Wow its so hot in here" when obviously the bloody door is still open after they came in. GAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! CLOSE the BLOODY DOOR!!!!!

Hmm just some pent up frustrations :). I feel better now.

The Mall and Books

Yesterday after work and a quick lunch at home, we went to the new mall deemed as the biggest mall with all the things that you would want, all under one big roof. Though some part of the building is still under construction, a lot of shop yet to open, there were many people there already. Many shops are carrying branded stuff, even though advertising a sale going on, still expensive, for me anyway.

It's quite far from home, I don't think we would go there all the time (not that we go out that often). It was just a visit of sort, to see a new place, something like that. I wanted to go to Daiso, the Rm5.00 shop :D. Ehehee. We are weird I guess, because we entered the building, walked around, saw the expensive prices even with a sale going on, walked away, saw a sign showing the Giant store and made a beeline for it. I guess we are more comfortable with the familiar :). Bought several stuff there, such as 2 cartons of soya milk, a carton of strawberry yogurt, green tea, and lots of buns. Really bad way to start I think because then we or rather me had to carry those 3 cartons of liquids all over the place looking for Daiso!

But at last, we found it :D. Didn't want to drag those cartons into Daiso so gave them to Dad, and well Dad then 'volunteered' to stay outside of Daiso since Mum said we would be charged again for those stuff if we put it into the shopping basket. Oh well.

Back to Daiso, all the stuff there sold at RM5.00. Some stuff are cheap if at RM5.00 some are expensive at RM5.00. Still it was great, browsing the stuff there, bought some ie cat scratch carpet, a cat toy, a straw hat, a toothbrush (J punya), a kitchen sticker thingy and a vegetable loofah. Yeah...all these at RM 30.00. I paid. Oh well :).

We browse clothes too but it was all expensive so that was all we did, browse. And of course trying to find the way back to where we first came in. That place is huge and you could easily get lost. But we managed fine of course and went back home. That was all the end. Ehe.

Now for the books part. Well I started reading story books again, real books hehehe borrowed from the library. The first time after a long absence from reading I borrowed The Green Mile, Cockroach and a four-story-in-one-book, all Christmas love story :). Finished all 3 and oh how I love The Green Mile, both the movie and the book. Love it!

I saw the movie first then read the book and while I was reading, scenes from the movie would come up in my head and its like I can see what is really happening...ahahaha. Makes me want to watch the movie again. Oh but if I could read it again I would.

Cockroach was about a woman afraid, really afraid of cockroaches because of the abuse she had when she was still a child. Her awful dad would punish her with cockroaches, putting them on her long hair, or putting them inside her clothes, on her hands..it was abuse. So the story was this, a cockroach found its way into her apartment, and she spent the day, the whole day battling it out with the cockroach. She was so afraid that in the end she jumped out from her bathroom window (yeah I'm not so sure about this one, the bathroom window here at home is quite high). Her husband thought she jumped to escape being raped but well..if you want to know the story, look it up, title is Cockroach. Sorry I didn't write down the name of writer.

The third book was great too but it was like a shorten version of those 4 stories. It was a good read :).

I'm now with the next batch of borrowed books, all 3 books are detectives stories :) hehe. The first one is Scaredy Cat by Mark Billingham, the second is Bone Thief by Thomas O'Callaghan and last is Golden Age Detective Stories, by the masters of detective writing such as Sir Arthur Conan Doyle and Jack London. I've read the first 2 books and wow really scary if those crimes really happened. Scaredy Cat is a serial killer who has a friend doing the same thing or rather forced to do the same thing and Bone Thief is a crazy man stealing women's' bones, their heads, hands and feet. Wow. Really scary. For the last book, I haven't started to read it yet, hopefully this week before I have to send it all back on Sunday.

Yay for books :D.

Pictures from the Cat Show

Here they are, the few pictures that I got from the First Ever Cat Show. I have to say I was a bit disappointed with it, I thought, expected more from it especially so since there would be judges from USA coming in to judge those kitties and well perhaps the quality of the show would be very high. But sadly nope.

First there was no labels anywhere to tell you what breed each cat is, where they are from or even their names. Why need to know the names? Well at least that would be some information isn't it rather than none at all. Very disappointing. Then there is the sound or lack of sound. There were so many people there and of course you end up standing at the back, not able to listen to what the judges are saying, but maybe, if there were microphones, I'm sure we people at the back would be able to hear and understand what was being judged and everything. Poorly done really. Oh and a rude volunteer or cat helper is just not so good for the image.

Is it worth the RM5? Hmm for charity I don't mind but next time around? I'll think twice about going to another one. Enjoy the pics!

Cat looking at people.

One of the ring or judging. So cute, look at the guy with the cat, the way he is holding the cat :).

One of the posters with the many types of cat breed. What? Expect us to go look at the cat and run back to this poster to check what breed he/she is? Sheesh.

Go and spay or neuter your pets, don't feel sorry for them that they won't have their own litter, but think ahead please. Would you be able to take care all of the future litter of kittens or puppies? Would you be able to give each a home, a safe and loving home? If no, then do the right thing, spay or neuter.

You annoy me girl! Stop taking my picture with your camera phone, use a real camera :P ahahah

Good, go away now.

Tired. Most of the cats there were curled up sleeping away the afternoon.

Another was busy licking and cleaning its backside.

One of the larger cats there. Very majestic looking.

Another big cat. Soft paws oooohhhh.


A puffy and cuddly white kitty.

A big black ball of cat, the 5th best of something. See we don't know what each cat have competed in and what they won. Only a few of the cages has these ribbons on their cages. But this is 5th best, so where is the number 1 cat then?

*SIGH*

More pics

Yeah more pics to feast your eyes on :) tada...

Another sneaker fashion statement, singing with the live band :). This is a girl mind you.

One of the security or Rela guy or something like that under a big tree for shade.

One of the many kids there at the place where people throw away their used water cups.

Getting a hold of one water cup with still quite a bit of water inside it which is really quite a waste, don't you think?

The kid squirting the water out of the water cup. Squirt squirt...