Nothing much

Just been feeling a bit down lately.

I still have the flu but not as bad as the weekend. The headaches come and go, usually there when there's too much to do and think, especially there when I feel harassed or frustrated or both.

Finally printed out the debit notes of last month. Receive a complain about the debit notes being late, boss asked that I be a bit faster in re-billing. Also mentioned that I informed him if I feel I could not cope. I could not cope since January.

I wonder if I send in my one month notice now, what would happen? Would I be let go or would there be more calling of parents and tears and so fort? I'm just so tired and fed up with everything.

The washing machine broke down again, I washed my clothes by hand and set it out to dry the next morning. In the evening when I came home, my clothes was already taken in. I took a sniff (ahah) and my clothes smelled like it was not quite dry, and I think needs washing again. I hate this.

I feel sad, sometimes angry, sometimes happy, sometimes I don't care and sometimes I just want to scream and scream. Is this depression again? Oh Lord no. Help me.

Watching Lars and the Real Girl now, its funny and its a good story. Really must watch it.